CDC

The Center for Disease Control and Prevention (CDC) use fear via the media to create panic in humans to increase influence vaccination numbers, why why would this not be the same when it comes to the Covid-19 vaccine? How sad that useless masks are being made mandatory for wear, which is only going to create further problems over the long term, which will likely be blamed on Covid-19, and used by the media creating more hysteria and panic amongst the masses.

Full PDF upload: Increasing Awareness and Uptake of Influenza Immunization – Glen Nowak CDC

rockefeller foundation

I will say outright that this post is not conspiracy. The evidence is here in the two White Papers by the Rockefeller Foundation and one by the United Nations. Both the Rockefeller Foundation and United Nationals exist today, but because news like this is not reported by the mainstream media, anyone who speaks out against these wealthy globalists are just shunned and ridiculed.

The white paper entitled, Scenarios for the Future of Technology and International Development by the Rockefeller Foundation was written in 2010. You can read the report in full below.

SCENARIOS FOR THE FUTURE OF TECHNOLOGY AND INTERNATIONAL DEVELOPMENTS – The Rockefeller Foundation

From page eighteen, it entitles its next segment as ‘Lock Step’ and its predictions are eerily similar to what is happening today with Covid-19, with its lock downs, mandatory wearing of face masks (in the United States), and other control forms Governments are making that they say are there to protect us from harm.

Some doctors are speaking out about the inflated numbers, and having to record Covid-19 on a death certificate, when it was not related to Covid-19. Pray for these brave souls.

The Rockefeller Foundation are philanthropists. They want to cull the population, kill the weak, the disabled, the ill, so that they can go forward with their Utopian society. This is no conspiracy. Just read the above White Paper, and their solution, below. These global strategists are enormously wealthy and although they have no Government control, they heavily influence the Governments across the world in their decision making ‘for the betterment of humanity’. Their policies are antichrist at their core.

Every soul matters to God, but Satan hates souls. You are not going to get any truth about Covid-19 and its true agenda from the mainstream medias, as they are just there to cause divide and blame.

This Covid-19 testing plan is a way for Governments to get more control of people, to bring new technologies about to track us, and to bring about their New World Order, which is another name for the coming antichrist system as told in the Book of Revelation. They are trying to quicken it through movements like Black Lives Matter and Covid-19, but if we don’t speak out now and defend our rights, what rights will remain in the coming future, which is a dark one under Rockefeller and the United Nations.

NATIONAL COVID-19 TESTING ACTION PLAN – The Rockefeller Foundation

The United Nations actually believe that they are godlike and can bring in a Utopia void of The Almighty Creator, just like the Rockefellers and Rothschilds. They have such wealth, but use it for selfish gains.

TRANSFORMING OUR WORLD: THE 2030 AGENDA FOR SUSTAINABLE DEVELOPMENT – The United Nations

They need the blood of Jesus Christ to cover their sins, as we all do. We all stand guilty before God. We must be perfect to go to heaven, and no one is because we are born with a corrupted sin nature, and God says that all have sinned and come short of his glory (Romans 3:23).

Only Jesus Christ, who is Word of God and became flesh (John 1:14), could make the death payment for our sins (Romans 6:23) so that we would not be separated from God for eternity. All that God asks us to do is to believe in the record of His Son, that he died for us on the cross, was buried, and bodily rose from the dead as full payment for our sin, and when we see that we cannot possibly attain perfection through our own works (filthy rags before God – Isaiah 64:6), and instead trust the perfect atoning work of Jesus Christ (pleasing to God Hebrews 10:12), we too can become children of God, sealed with the Holy Spirit of promise, and now we wait for the blessed hope of Christ snatching us out of this present evil world so that we will be delivered from the coming day of the Lord (the tribulation) period, yet future.

He that believeth on the Son of God hath the witness in himself: he that believeth not God hath made him a liar; because he believeth not the record that God gave of his Son. 11 And this is the record, that God hath given to us eternal life, and this life is in his Son. 12 He that hath the Son hath life; and he that hath not the Son of God hath not life.13 These things have I written unto you that believe on the name of the Son of God; that ye may know that ye have eternal life, and that ye may believe on the name of the Son of God1 John 5:10-13

What an amazing promise that God has made to us, in that if we trust in His Son who died for our sins and rose again, we can live forever with Him.

Although we can expose such evil globalists and their satanic agendas for world control, I don’t see this world getting brighter anytime soon. All that we can be is salt and light in this world and bring others to the only true light of this world – Jesus Christ.

Don’t trust the fake gods of this world and their manipulated mainstream media and ungodly agendas, but stand right now with Almighty God.

How to go to Heaven

George Floyd

I’m going to attempt to take mainstream news reports and add scripture to the mix, as the media is so anti-God and anti-Christ, and it’s time people knew who was behind this Godless agenda.

This media article is titled, George Floyd: Trump says ‘something snapped’ in officer who knelt on victim’s neck for almost nine minutes.

The police officer in question who suffocated George Lloyd is Derek Chauvin. Unless someone is born again with the nature of God, it is possible for the flesh to be possessed by the god of this world, Satan, or any one of his millions of fallen angels that prowl this world causing havoc day-to-day. What happened to George Floyd was not of God’s nature, yet Satan is the master of the media and the master of causing division and hate amongst humans. Evil lives inside man, and what’s worse is that there is also a devil who doesn’t want people coming to the Saviour of this world – Jesus Christ. Whether Derek Chauvin was under the influence of demonic possession, or rising above his position as a police officer, which is to protect people and property, the death of George Floyd is a tragedy.

in whom the god of this world hath blinded the minds of them which believe not, lest the light of the glorious gospel of Christ, who is the image of God, should shine unto them2 Corinthians 4:4

who gave himself for our sins, that he might deliver us from this present evil world, according to the will of God and our Father:Galatians 1:4

There is a spiritual plane where spiritual warfare takes place. Our war is not against flesh and blood, but against spiritual wickedness in high places.

For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high placesEphesians 6:12

Prayer works against spiritual warfare. Fight against darkness with the ONLY light of this world, JESUS CHRIST.

Do you want to know if you will go to heaven when you die?

 

isopropyl alcohol

Isn’t it a shame that we have coronavirus price gouging sellers on sites like eBay and also Amazon selling usually cheap item like hand sanitiser or isopropyl alcohol at ridiculously high prices. Why now? Is it a coincidence that the price rises have happened during the Coronavirus outbreak? It’s absolutely shameful behaviour.

I know that isopropyl alcohol is a cheap item to produce, as I’ve been buying the item in bulk for several years. It’s not a drinkable alcohol, so it’s disturbing to realise that you can buy a litre of Smirnoff Vodka cheaper than 1 litre of isopropyl alcohol because of these coronavirus price gouging sellers. It’s normally five or six pounds for 1 litre. Most eBay sellers are listing it for over £20. It’s disgusting to profiteer during the coronavirus outbreak.

The reason I buy isopropyl alcohol in bulk is because I have dermatillomania and I use it to clean my skin up to twenty times a day to prevent infection.

Five litres of isopropyl alcohol is now set at over £60 by most eBay sellers. The same seller who I purchased a 1 litre bottle at £5.44 is now selling the same exact bottle for £22.45.

I reported them for price gouging, because they clearly are.

In fact, I reported about twenty coronavirus price gouging sellers who were selling hugely hiked prices of isopropyl alcohol, which is more expensive per litre than Smirnoff Vodka per litre. A cheap item that I rely on for cleaning my skin is now unaffordable because of greedy sellers.

The consumer rights website, Which? have brought out a recent article on price gouging with details on how to report coronavirus price gouging sellers who are hugely inflating usual cheap items like hand sanitiser, isopropyl alcohol, and even toilet rolls.

It’s easy to report coronavirus price gouging sellers on eBay or Amazon. On a desktop, laptop, or tablet, click onto their listing, and you will notice a ‘report item’ just above the eBay item number (to the left is the description and postage and payment). On a smartphone, it is quite low down that you will have to scroll.

Report the coronavirus price gouging sellers.

splitting

Splitting is a term used in Borderline Personality Disorder. I’ve only recently received a diagnosis of Emotional Unstable Personality Disorder, or BPD, as it was previously called by the National Institute For Health And Care Excellence (NICE).

One of my recurring issues during periods of crisis is something called splitting. This has caused incredible harm with my partner, and he’s actually afraid of me because he doesn’t know how I am from one day to the next. I feel incredible shame and guilt over my behaviour, but I have no control over that behaviour. Trying to strengthen my impaired prefrontal cortex with reciting Psalm 23 for 30 mins am and pm, listening to classical music, brain building exercises, exercise, jigsaw puzzles, and eating better.

Splitting is a trait of this disorder that has the potential to destroy relationships. I am deeply ashamed, but if I could have controlled my overactive emotional reactions in the last five to ten years, I surely would have. I would never want to hurt those I love purposely. It might be unbelievable to others who have no empathy toward mental illness, but since 1 in 4 people are likely to experience mental illness in their lifetime, this illness calls for compassion. Mental illness is an invisible illness that causes incredible shame, and many suffer alone.

umderstanding

Is there understanding from your friends and family when you describe your behaviour because of borderline personality disorder?

Until I picked up that short five page mental disorders booklet in Heywood, I had never ever considered that I might have borderline personality disorder, until I read its symptoms — instability in relationships, fear of rejection / abandonment, suicidal thoughts, self-harming behaviour, paranoia etc. The GP had just said I had major depressive disorder back in 2016 after another attempt at suicide, and I’d tried four different medications over three years — none of which helped to stabilise me.

Living with the dark thoughts of ending my life has been difficult, and I’ve been so afraid to speak of this to my family in case I’d be sectioned. This has always been one of my biggest fears. I was in denial of being mentally ill for so long just believing that I could ‘fix myself’ with whatever contemporary therapies I discovered and I’ve tried A LOT of methods and therapies in the space of fifteen years, including iboga (three times), hypnotherapy, visual coding displacement therapy, EMDR, medication, flower remedies, emotional freedom technique, advanced meditations, floating technique, counselling, psychology, tissue salts and more.

What makes me want to kill myself? The chronic loneliness and horrible thoughts of ‘I am nobody, I am not enough, I am ugly and no one will ever want me because of my scars, I can’t fix myself to be lovable etc. In those moments, I feel like I am nothing to my partner, and instead of being nice and asking him in kindness if he will come round and spend time with me, I turn, in a way, psychotic even and say the most vilest of things. The truth is that this is when I need him the most, but instead of acting out in kindness and love, I sabotage the relationship time and time again because I fear that he’s already had enough of me. It’s like something takes over. I am sorry afterwards when the overwhelming thoughts have balanced into lucid thoughts, but the damage is done. I’ve been this way, acting in desperation, running away from the slightest criticisms and over analysing thoughts or how someone looks at me, for example, for such a long time, and I can’t live like this anymore. I need medical help. I need the right therapy, because two doses of counselling and psychology have done nothing to provide me with control in those moments of desperation and intense fear.

Four suicide attempts, and constant thoughts of ending my life, and just trying to be understood by by partner, family and friends, and my GP has been hard. I know that life is a gift, and I feel incredible shame and guilt afterward over this behaviour, but all I want to do is to feel safe and secure and to not have these painful thoughts anymore. I always remember my ex partner saying “I don’t know how you have managed to survive this way for so long”, and it can only be because of Jesus Christ, my Saviour and my rock. It’s not always easy to pray or to read the bible in these moments, but Psalm 35 and Psalm 143 are effective.

Trying to explain this illness or disorder is difficult to others, because it may sound so melodramatic. it means so much to me to get their understanding, just for someone to listen and agree that I am not acting this way to ‘feel special’ or for attention. I wish I were normal. I wish I didn’t spend hours of my day picking at my skin just to escape having to feel the pain of shame, guilt, self-hate and blame. I often can’t think of happy memories, but there are plenty of negative ones to reflect upon day in day out.

My partner often just tells me, ‘just do something with your time’ but when I’m feeling chronically empty and lonely, my desperation is to feel safe and secure and then it becomes a frantic effort to find out if I mean anything to him. I phone him up and then come the needy paranoid thoughts and horrible words over and over and over until he says “this is abuse. I’ve had enough”. I text him with remorseful thoughts and tell him I love him over and over, and he forgives me, but then those moments of fear happen again and gain, and I end up running away and ‘acting out’ in desperation of love. It’s tiresome and this is why I often think that I am better off dead. I mean, which man would ever want this behaviour in a woman?

Just before Christmas in a session with my psychologist, I told her that I felt desperate and suicidal and she called 999. After waiting several hours to see someone, I told the mental health nurse that I wanted to be referred to a psychiatrist. I was discharged, but the emptiness and loneliness was still there as I walked back to pick up my car. Expert help should have been provided to me. No one should have to leave an A&E feeling mentally unwell. Just some methods shared to help me get past the suicidal thoughts, but it seems that the mental health services are a very power controlled service where they just want to get rid of the weak in society who do eventually just end their life through suicide. It’s tragic and should not be this way.

Several days ago, I took another overdose in desperation to end this chronic loneliness and put an end to the thoughts in my head telling me that I’m worthless and not enough. Finally, I have an appointment with a mental health practitioner soon, and I am hoping that I will be finally understood. I am a heavy analyser — I have been this way all of my life. I have great awareness of my behaviours afterward, but I just have absolutely no control over them when the fear takes over, and this is why I need the right therapy, or person, to work with. I have no official diagnosis either. Had I never found that leaflet in Heywood, would I have ever known what was wrong with me? My poor partner and the horrors and abuse that I have put him through in five years, and he still wants to marry me. I’m deeply ashamed. He says that no partner has ever been so sweet and kind to him, but then I have moments of psychosis when I turn extremely nasty with such violent hateful words. No wonder I hate myself.

If you have borderline personality disorder and feel misunderstood, try to get your family to watch these videos. It will give your family and friends a better awareness of the borderline between narcissistic psychotic behaviour that overwhelms us when that internal turmoil boils over, and also explain why self harm relieves our pain over the short term, and give others a better understanding of why suicidal thoughts are so prevalent in those with borderline personality disorder.

 

Fellow sufferers, please understand that we are not drama kings or queens. We are damaged human beings in need of care and understanding. We have a genuine disorder that is life destroying, and we need to stand up and say to these mental health practitioners, HELP US PLEASE. Surely you want your patients to get better, so hear us when we say that we are doing our very best to survive, even though we may end up destroying our relationships with family, friends, and partners. We don’t want to be the way. We don’t want to be judged as a trouble maker. We want to love others, but we find it impossible to love ourselves. HELP US PLEASE.