The Damaging Effects on Relationships From Manmade or Conspiracy Theories

The Damaging Effects on Relationships From Manmade or Conspiracy Theories

I was once hugely into manmade or conspiracy theories, until one Sunday I woke up and the ‘fight back’ didn’t matter anymore. I would spend hundreds of pounds every few months on notary publics, swearing on the bible, denying that I had to pay anything, sending accepted for value back for payment of bills, and even printing out my own promissory notes. I was fuelled by anger. I issued commercial liens to banks, the local council against council tax, the water board. I was a rebel who attended all of these freeman on the land events. One Sunday, however, the fight and frustration was gone. Instead I came back into reality and fell into a deep depression that has never gone away.

There are many manmade or conspiracy theories out there, and the social media sites have done much to fuel anger and hate amongst humans, causing divide and blame. Don’t forget that the enemy is Satan. He cares to take souls to hell, just like Jesus Christ became sin for us, who knew no sin, so that we could receive the righteousness of God through simple faith in His finished redemptive work at the cross. Souls are very important to God.

For he hath made him to be sin for us, who knew no sin; that we might be made the righteousness of God in him2 Corinthians 5:21

Souls are very important to God. He wants no one to perish, but all to come to a change of mind about trying to save themselves through human works and goodness, and instead trust in Christ’s finished work.

The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance – 2 Peter 3:9

Manmade or conspiracy theories can ruin people’s lives. They can ruin relationships that were once solid. Instead of trying to talk sense and love into those who are being fuelled by manmade or conspiracy theories, we are told that we are enemy or the brainwashed one. It is deeply saddening to be at the receiving end of such tripe. I remember telling my sister that in 2012 the world was going to become new and I could see the sadness and the tears in her eyes, but I didn’t realise that they were tears of care and love.

What is even sadder is that many Christians, who should know better than to follow such garbage, actually encourage others through these movements on websites like 4Chan and the Q conspiracy. Two Christians got my partner into the Q conspiracy and now he won’t have a bad word said against Donald Trump. It’s such a dangerous place to be to hold a human being to such high regard. Trump is not God and he never will be. Manmade or conspiracy theories are damaging and ruin relationships. My partner is a Christian too, and believes that these movements are leading him toward God and that Donald Trump is being used by God similar to King Cyrus in the Bible. Donald Trump was taught by Norman Vincent Peele, a dangerous prosperity preacher.

I can no longer communicate with my partner. When I express my concern, he immediately goes on the defence and instead of listening, it turns into a screaming war of words. I can’t force him to listen. If he wants to believe that thousands of celebrities have abused children and are being indicted and imprisoned, I don’t see how this is helping the world. God sees all. God will have His judgement too. No one gets away with sin. That’s why we need the blood of Christ to wash away all our sin. We all need a saviour in Jesus Christ.

The Easiest Eco Friendly Cheapest Deodorant EVER!

The Easiest Eco Friendly Cheapest Deodorant EVER!

Check the supermarkets and skin stores and there are an abundance of antiperspirants, but not many deodorants. It’s just not healthy to stop the pores from sweating, and it’s not sweat that smells but when bacteria (from stress) mixes with the sweat this is what causes armpit odour.

Do you know what the easiest eco friendly cheapest deodorant ever is? Bicarbonate of soda, or baking soda. However, I must warn you that it may cause skin irritation in some people, but it is absolutely amazing in eliminating any hint of underarm pong.

I’ve tried a few naturally made deodorants by Ben & Anna. The grapefruit one is especially nice.

The Persian lime one is nice too.

To be honest, these deodorant sticks do not last as long as plain old baking soda (which is soooo cheap), but it is certainly nice to know that the armpit can breathe. The skin is designed to breath and not to choke from antiperspirants.

Rubbing a lemon or lime under the armpit is also helpful, although it may leave a sticky residue and takes time to dry.

What is your favourite natural deodorant, or do you stick to the usual antiperspirants?

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Honesty is the Best Policy – How Addicted Are You To Your Mobile?

Honesty is the Best Policy – How Addicted Are You To Your Mobile?

Mobile phones cause addictive behaviour, no doubt about it. I am on my phone for most of the day, either surfing the internet, listening to Youtube videos, or playing free games through Google Play. I know I have an unhealthy addiction to my smart phone. I’ve had to curb my 8 ball pool play to two or three games per day, instead of two or three hours. So far, it’s been two days and I’ve succeeded.

These above activities can seem normal in this day, but what happens when the mobile phone turns into addictive behaviour that wrecks lives. Let’s take the gambling industry for example. Celebrities like Ray Winstone promote gambling as cool, but it’s okay for him to endorse it because he is well paid. What about the lives that gambling destroys, when there is very much help available even from the gambling industry.

Ross Kemp has recently done a documentary on ITV called Living With Online Gambling Addiction, and it was so saddening to hear these stories of desperate people who just couldn’t stop. One guy said that he lost over £127k in 26 minutes. Gambling can destroy families, and may even cause suicide in some desperate individuals who just don’t know what to do anymore. Addiction is just plain horrible for anyone going through it, and for their families. More support should be available for this debilitating mental illness called addiction. The Panorama Addicted to Gambling documentary on gambling addiction mentions that approximately 400,000 people in the UK have a gambling addiction, but experts believe that number could be far higher.

Gambling should be illegal. Lotto should be banned, but gambling has become so sensationalised by the media and celebrities. It is a true evil. 666 is all over those lottery tickets. Look closely at the old National Lottery tickets where the fingers cross. It’s clearly a 666.

The betting industry knows what it is doing in creating apps that stimulate the mind and cause addiction. The warnings of addiction are only in small writing, just like alcohol warnings on adverts on the TV and in print. At least they’ve done something about smoking, but these peace pipes are just keeping people addicted to nicotine and no doubt whatever is inside these liquids that people inhale will probably reveal to be toxic too.

Shame on celebrities for promoting gambling as cool, when it is a temptation that can easily turn into an evil one that causes addictive behaviour and mental illness. I learned my lesson many years ago when I became addicted to online gaming. Luckily I only lost about £3,000, but the sensations that it creates in winning, and also the desperation it causes in losing just makes you want to continue to win. It creates an unending anxiety that is spirit destroying. I wouldn’t ever recommend anyone ever downloads any gambling apps. Don’t bet a penny, because the gambling industry is satanic and there to destroy lives because that is the aim of the prideful devil.

Hillside Animal Sanctuary Urgent Land Appeal

Hillside Animal Sanctuary Urgent Land Appeal

A small area of land has been offered to Hillside Animal Sanctuary to purchase. It is a four-acre meadow, which is situated at the back of the Sanctuary and lies between a 30-acre field where around fifty of its special care horses and ponies graze during the summer and 15 acres of Sanctuary land where their shelters are situated.

For several years now, the landowner has allowed their horses to roam freely across the bottom part of the four acres, providing a vital link for them to gain access from one field to the other to reach their shelters. It would be of great benefit for the horses to keep this thoroughfare in addition to the extra grazing the whole of the four acres would provide.

The landowner has told Hillside Animal Sanctuary that they must now sell, but they are giving Hillside first refusal as they know how important it is to them. They are asking for a reasonable price of £45,000 as small areas of land in this area can often go for much more. This appeal is most urgent because they are concerned that if the land is sold and they are unable to raise the funds to purchase it, the valuable benefits it brings for managing their rescued horses, will be lost.

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Unfortunately, due to the extremely wet winter of 2017/18, followed by last year’s driest ever summer causing the price of hay to escalate, Hillside’s current funds are extremely stretched. It is unlikely that they will be able to purchase this land without calling upon the help of its supporters.

Every £5 donated will provide two square yards of land. You may request a ‘Square Yards of Land’ certificate, which also makes a great gift too.

If you can help Hillside Animal Sanctuary, please donate online at

Alternatively, you can make a donation via bank transfer to Co-op bank with account number: 69668302 and sort code 08-92-99. State LA and your postcode as a reference.

Thank you


Petty Celebrity Vanity Dogg vs Gascoigne – Don’t Forget That Human Souls Are Important

Petty Celebrity Vanity Dogg vs Gascoigne – Don’t Forget That Human Souls Are Important

There are many celebrities who expose themselves through such vanity, gossiping against one another and causing divide and hate. I don’t read the news much, but sometimes the pettiness of today’s news just makes me want to speak about its vanity.

Snoop Dogg likes to smoke marijuana (which isn’t anything to bragg about, in my opinion as it’s an addictive substance), and said that Paul Gascoigne’s looks had been ruined by alcohol addiction, which is a difficult substance to quit.

Looks fade, Snoop. Skin sags, age creeps up on everyone. If you are not aging as fast as some people, thank the good Lord instead of mocking others. Paul Gascoigne should not have barked back.

What matters is the heart, and it is the heart that God looks at, not external appearance. The world’s philosophy, unfortunately, has it all wrong.

But the Lord said unto Samuel, Look not on his countenance, or on the height of his stature; because I have refused him: for the Lord seeth not as man seeth; for man looketh on the outward appearance, but the Lord looketh on the heart – 1 Samuel 16:7

Souls matter to God. Souls matter to Satan. He has deceived most of the world. He hates God.

At the end of the day, when petty celebrity spats create today’s gossip amongst humankind, what will it matter in eternity? Souls matter right now at this moment, while there is still time. The reason why vain celebrity gossip like this exists is down to sin. It exists in us all.

For the wages of sin is death; but the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our LordRomans 6:23

People need to hear the good news of Jesus Christ and the amazing gift of eternal life that He has for each of us through simple belief.

These things have I written unto you that believe on the name of the Son of God; that ye may know that ye have eternal life, and that ye may believe on the name of the Son of God1 John 5:13


What’s The First Word That Comes to Mind When You See Someone Dropping Litter?

What’s The First Word That Comes to Mind When You See Someone Dropping Litter?

What’s the first word that comes to mind when you see someone dropping litter? Last week, my partner and I saw a couple of kids dropping an empty crisp packet, as they were walking. Today, I saw a group of young kids aged about ten to twelve drop a can, which was then kicked repeatedly and then kicked into the road, only to be run over by a car. They laughed along the way, as I looked at them in disgust.

It’s nothing new, but the first word that came to mind was DISGUSTING.

These are kids. Perhaps they spit in the road, but would they spit in their own bedroom? What has happened to society? Why is there no respect for the environment and keeping Britain tidy, full stop?

I’m so grateful that my parents taught me manners, because we’d probably get a two fingers up for speaking out.

Sometimes I wish I was a secret copper in disguise. I’d get all these people who use their mobile phone at the wheel,  and I’d confiscate children’s gadgets unless they pick up the litter they have dropped. However, I’m probably the one who would get arrested, because we’ve living in a society today where parents are judged for even disciplining their kids. However, dropping litter is lazy and disrespectful to those who do respect our towns and cities, and use litter bins.

Would You Prefer Human Competition or Human Equality?

Would You Prefer Human Competition or Human Equality?

There is so much money in this world, and yet so much poverty and injustice exists. I know that the problem is sin, but I’m a bit of a dreamer anywhere, so here goes.

Would you prefer human competition where we strive to be the best single human being and achieve power and fame, or human equality where everyone is paid the same, everyone is grateful, there is joy and peace and no more competition?

I choose human equality.

What if Racism Stems From Brainwashing in the Family

What if Racism Stems From Brainwashing in the Family

Have you ever experienced racism? Racism is intolerable and cruel, and so unnecessary amongst humankind, but I believe that racism stems from family brainwashing, or even religion.

For example, I was a quiet kid at school. In year eight I wanted to kill myself because I was tired of the constant bullying. Why was I bullied? Because I never talked. I was a curious kid and just listened. I guess I was in a world of my own. I wanted to fit in, and yet I had no real friends of my own. My sister was my best friend, although we argued and nipped one another, on occasions.

The Asian boys were especially hurtful in what they used to say to me. They would call me a pig. I never said anything in return. I knew it was brainwashing from others. My first boyfriend was Bengali, so I wasn’t racist and haven’t ever judged anyone else on skin colour. It is petty and weak. There is enough suffering in this world without a need for hating others because of their skin colour. Send kind thoughts instead. LOVE. It’s far more healing.

The Precious Holding of Human Tears

The Precious Holding of Human Tears

In the Psalms 56:8 in the Holy Bible, David speaks of God putting his tears in a bottle.

Thou tellest my wanderings: put thou my tears into thy bottle: are they not in thy book? – Psalms 56:8

No doubt about it, tears are precious to God. Even in Isaiah 38:5, because of tears 15 years was added unto Hezekiah’s life.

Go, and say to Hezekiah, Thus saith the Lord, the God of David thy father, I have heard thy prayer, I have seen thy tears: behold, I will add unto thy days fifteen years – Isaiah 38:5

Do not underestimate the power of tears. Tears are precious to the Lord God, and if David’s tears were put into a bottle, just imagine what power those tears have in God’s mercy toward us even here today.

Crying Doesn’t Last Forever and Joy Follows Tears

Crying Doesn’t Last Forever and Joy Follows Tears

Sometimes when the tears are flowing, I start to once again believe that these tears are not going to stop, but eventually they subside and the burden is less. I think the reason why crying is so shamed in our society is because we believe that once we start, it’s never going to stop. This just isn’t the case.

Sometimes tears can last longer than some other episodes, but crying is healthy. Our tears reduce stress, so although crying doesn’t feel comfortable at the time, crying can be one of the most healthiest outlets for us as human beings. Even though I say all this, I still get afraid of crying because it’s so embarrassing to have a panic attack while I’m out and fall apart in public, or around my family, or partner.

Most of the time I cry when I’m depressed, frustrated, angry, overwhelmed, unable to stop my OCD, or even tired. Once I cried with happiness – when my partner proposed. I never thought anyone would ever want to marry me. Emotions are strange in how they manifest.