Our baby was due to be born today We didn’t know if you were a girl or boy You stopped growing at 8 weeks The size of a pistachio I wish I knew why   We love you so much I shed so many tears today In silence, pushing G around Tears on my pillow Brief insomnia   I wanted a brother or sister for little G I know she would have been so excitedCONTINUE READING…

circumstances

be getting married on the 21 March 2020 be sixteen weeks pregnant and have that lovely just starting to show baby bump have moved in with Christian and have a family just before my 40th birthday Instead, I miscarried in early January (perhaps earlier), can’t hold down a relationship because of my emotional dysregulation disorder, attempted suicide three times and now I can’t make any plans for the future. Perhaps I had a breakdown, ICONTINUE READING…