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be getting married on the 21 March 2020 be sixteen weeks pregnant and have that lovely just starting to show baby bump have moved in with Christian and have a family just before my 40th birthday Instead, I miscarried in early January (perhaps earlier), can’t hold down a relationship because of my emotional dysregulation disorder, attempted suicide three times and now I can’t make any plans for the future. Perhaps I had a breakdown, I just don’t know anymore. People tell me to be gentle and kind to myself, but sometimes I tell myself that I am better off dead.READ MORE…